Monday, October 12, 2009
Ｓｔｒｅｓｓ
CURRENT ＭＯＯＤ： ＳＴＲＥＳＳ，ＳＡＤYo, it's been a long time since i have post at my blog.
i will try to make it not dead.
As alot of thing happen to mｅ this few months and days.
Through out all those things, i have learn somethings.
Don take things for granted. thats is one of the thing i learn the most.
Today it 4.43. a few more min and i need to bath and go to school.
As today holidays end. and start of a new terms.
My relationship with MICHELLE is still ok.
although things happen to us lately.
Got good and bad.
Because of that Thing, Make us totally not like last 梯.
i Really hate it alot. the feeling sometime go up and go down.
Because of this Thing call freedom.
I and michelle have quarrell alot.
Because of that thing happen. make her no freedom.
I am Very sad. Even when i talk about this thing.
i totally have no mood for nothing.
And now family also got problem.
Problem with my sister.
I felt like i am not in this home anymore.
Really wats the point of staying in this home.
when at she treat me as i am not exist.
When i was washing bowl at night.
she can just turn off the light and walk off when i am inside the kitchen washing up the things.
when i am smoking inside the kitchen. she also can turn off the light and go off.
and treat it as no one was there.
After the case happen.
things starting to stack up alot.
Stress about the things that have stack up.
i myself sudden don felt like staying at home. because of the family problem happen to me.
really sucks REALLY ＶＥＲＹ SUCKS.
and somemore. Now school start even more stress.
thing will still stack up.
need to find a way to solve.
but its very hard.
and i am getting tired of all this.
really very tired of all this.
Sometime i just want to run away from this problem.
but running away will not help[ at all.
will only just stack up the problem.
hope school will not give me any problem.
because my things at my side haven clear/
and it's really giving me alot of stress.
This day during holiday.
i was unable to sleep at night.
for 3 weeks.
i have not sleep at night.
and play computer to not think about it.
but play play play. also will get tired.
tire jiu go sleep.
even when i am tired i still think about all this things.
really fucking stress about all thi things.
and i am getting tired and tired.
The things that happen to me.
Because i Create The THing to Happen on me.
Hope i will find one way to solve all of this things.
as i am really very stress.
